back to chinese

i have that sick feeling in my stomach.

omg.. i cannot imagine writing even one paragraph of chinese words let alone one whole chinese essay for AP in Cornell sia!! even reading chinese now makes me slightly squirmish and uncomfortable.. sian sian sian!!!

i need some c lit brains le.. or go read some c lit books le.. haiz.. so sad!

aniwez, fate stay night was cool. watched the whole thing within one day.. hehe, and honestly sometimes i'm getting SICK of the underdog story. It's like the underdog almost always wins already, so it becomes such a contradiction. and plus the protagonist in this case is a honest WIMP that cannot get past the fact that he is in a war and a war has casualties. that guy intends to win but not kill his opponents.. -_- damn naive.

haha.. so i'm not the idealist. i'm the cynicist.

but what i like about the anime is the amount of thought the writers put in to construct the story and make all the layers and background stories connect. everyone isn't purely evil or good, and what makes them is their history and what happens to them. loved the sideline story of Caster, as well as how Sakura became connected to the whole story.

hmm.. if u dunno what I'm talking about then go watch it lor.. it's worth it lah i tink.