i hate university essays

the best way for universities to deter potential applications is just to come up with various contrived essay topics for hapless hurried students to write over and over again about how they are clamouring to enter the school and have done years and years of research over the school and the topic they want to study

gee thanks!

thanks for making me seem so stupid and inadequate, that is.

seriously, i cannot for nuts split my "interest" and "enthusiasm" to dig out 5 separate school's past history and glorious accolades and alumni to write a glittering essay regarding the school

the only alumni i probably know is that Randal (The Apprentice 4) came from MIT. and that Rafe and Brian (Survivor 10) are Ivy League students. That is how pathetic i am. =(

Similarly, I cannot fathom why people are so inclined to ask why I am so darn interested in the particular field of study and how various experiences have "broadened" my interest and blah blah blah of that sort!

like i would serious go and chronicle every single major event in that bloody field of study through my studying years! and like i wasn't forced into taking my particular field of study due to (a) i need a credible andf pratical work and (b) i kena FORCE by something.

so seriously, i can't really answer such questions without looking exceeding stupid and shallow. serious, i cannot tell you which engineer developed whatever shit or what, but i probably can tell you who won what challenge in survivor and that sort. and why who voted for who, and why the weavers are such pathetic trash.

this is sad. i should just reconsider my field of study and put sociology and psychology and architecture.

too bad the world is so practical. hopefully these things will end soon.